QUESTIONS IN MY MIND

Lying on the floor, I wonder how it is
What after I seize to exist?
Will Satan make me his prey?
To be born again, is it a thought gone astray?
I think to myself, what I have done yet
To become human again

How can He decide heaven or hell?
When good & bad, we have defined
Why do they say we forget & start afresh?
Maybe just an excuse, not to fear your last breath

Can’t find the answer…

How will it be if human I shall stay?
Why can’t I remember from the past...thought he was pleased
He maybe doesn’t want to reveal
Who we were…or rather who He is
I say make them forget, who are left behind
I will get a new life, how will they survive?

How can He decide heaven or hell?
When good & bad, we have defined
Why do they say we forget & start afresh?
Maybe just an excuse, not to fear your last breath

Can't find the answer....

Have to start over…I’ll have to relive it
I guess…death I’d like to feel it